InMyMemoriesOfYou

❤ My Desktop ❤

2011-08-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

Frankly, I felt my desktop is kinda cool, haha XD

But...T^T....in actual ppl think is pretty crazy and craps T^T

Therefore I need Improvement, Gotta install more applications that are professional~

Such as Vegas Pro, Latest Photoshop, etc

I saw my Fren using these,

then I juz think

"so pro and cool, man"

So I trying to collect as many cool apps,

i hope i cud feel ike a pro 2 XD

Any recommendations? XD

Start Blogging XD

2011-04-05T08:22:00.001-07:00

Looking at so many blogs update, rack my nerves 2 start blogging oso XD

Basically its d the 4th month of my college life, maybe my starting point din begain well, I do x coodinate with gangs and many times are alone accept sometimes I will hang out with Anne, which is the only person who hangs out with me, lolx, really "ke bei" lo me T^T but how? I oso do x noe wat wrong in me, 2 cause such loneliness T^T

Last Weekend was at my dad's place, on the 1st sat night v have dinner with my yeye and relatives. Our family finally had a guy 2 take our sir name further. Basically I still feel very unusual and mixture of emotions, and 2 faking myself and acting have increased, discomfort have surrounded me, but i received a call from my yeye yesterday telling me he missed us and wan find us for tea, but it was sudden and late v planned another day for the week. For me, the call is really something significants where, i noe that he still have us in mind though his dream of a son came true. Basically I noe he really wants a son, and I am well ok if he wants to put concentration fully on his grandson and i told yeye so. Cause I understand my yeye thoughts and accept the way is it. I will juz continue 2 be a support and a carring granddaughter for i love my yeye and mama & my family vry much. But though, 2 thus caused theres lots of story behind which lead 2 my dad still remain emotions.He will need time 2 overcomes tat, I hope he overcomes it soon, as time 2 developed relationship with his father is shortening, and v need 2 appreciate the time v have with every1 v care for every seconds are precious.

On Monday, I was kinda like scolded by my psychogy lecturer for my phone rings at her lecture time. I forgotten 2 off it, this was a rule v signed on her first day she lecture. SO, she confiscated my h/p infront of all my classmates, really embaressing, relaly hurts me oso, try 2 hold back my tears actually ...T^T scary lecturer...

Later have my ELD class, I entered class and till the end, i have sat alone, lolx, every1 have their partners except me, the facts hurts T^T, but it was fun as this week we will be doing movie lessons. This movie consist of themes of multiculturalism in foreign country, between panjabis/india & white. Theres a twist of romance & football for women XD I will try get the title & share with u guys. Recommended as this movie really goes through in humor, most of us laugh a lot XD

Today there was a acf test tat consist 10%, I wanna wake up at 12am but din successful, i muz have closed the alarm when i am half awake T^T causes me 2 like x ready for 2day test, I tod myself starting from last week, I do x want to be getting bad results, I want achieved better! I really want as being low marks really humilate me, and scratch my pride, so I muz gambateh from now! Basically , I have 2 accept the fact theres so many things I need catch up, and x longer prolong, for everyday u learn so many things, its accumulating, and so stressed out. Basically I try my best in my test 2day. There are 2 calculations which i try my best and 3 theories which i used a lot of guessing T^T , hope its alright~

2day on the way home, i went 2 mcd and bought a french fries & ice cream which lead 2 the 2 guys asking me 2 jog ==""""""" , then i told them I wan increase fat lo =P They said they can jog up 2 my house, which for me "I dun Think so" In car, u c the distance very short, but when u jog or walk its totally diff, coz i tried walking with my sis before where i walk from the masjid, and it took me 1 hr and a half, walking la...and its damn tiring juz walking ==" x kidding, so i told them then u try jog up 2day, when u reach my house i belanja coco cola. I dunx y my mum support their statement ==" zzzz , i mean there is a man who cycle up before and after work, v really admire tat guy as, u are x juz taking ur weight u r oso taking the bycycle weight, so looking at him cycle, v noe he is true and 2 develope this skill it has take times 2 master. So if u say u wanna jog up, u do it then i trust ^^ & let u noe the reality. Basically if u did it, then u shud try marathon XD~ coz u r a pro XD I am serious , x sarcastic. I din say I din believe , Juz words doesn;t satisfied me , every1 can say they climb mountain Everestm but who noes u relaly did it, right? ^^"

2011-01-09T05:00:00.001-08:00

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The Secret Garden Of Emotions

DIY HOME THEATHRE

ShoOts XD My Creation

To Be Continue

2011-01-09T01:32:00.000-08:00

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Healthy WeekLy LifeStyle 2009 & 2010

Anti-Oxidant Treatment

Meeting Mrs Chan, the supervisor 1 XD

Treat with me with a lot of food and infos XD

Meeting Mrs.Alice, Supervisor 2 XD

My Gud Fren~ XD

We get a long vry well XD

Readying Myself For anti-oxidant treatment XD

Treatment Room XD

Our Ah Gong Kancil Tayar bao Tai d,so v Stop For Tayar Doc~

They so happy =="

Dinner @ The Curve

Smallest Sis Graduation Day~

My Pimary School XD

Y She macam being paksa saja ==" Smile :)

Now, Tats a Smile XD

Act 1 - Drink Water

Act 2 - I x Drink, I guggle XD

Wah ...WFF with Sis ==""""" Lolx....

Hving Breakfast @ a Famous Hainanese Cafe,

Recommended XD

A Dinner & Outting With Family XD

One of The Food XD

Self Photo Shooting @@"

"Biao Mei"

Act 1 - Wearing Glasses XD

Act 2 - Tada, How do I Look?~ XD

With Daddy @ Beancurd XD

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2010-10-15T04:15:00.001-07:00

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DINNER @ TENJI~

Cakes & cookies

Choc Fondae~

Performance..

Mummy (left) n relative (right)

MY PHOTO SHOOT OF SIS 1

1st time call up pizza delivery...but pizza dissapointing, we love DOMINO~

CNY @ Dad's HOUSE

THE DAYS @ MELAKA ~

wah..dunno who lai de o~ hehe ~

~My Daddy~ Muaks

@ CHEE CHEONG GAI

Me n sis' 1st time try ...beef mee...

This method 2 remember where UR Car Is~

CNY @ Dad's & WEI's Bday Celebration~

My yeye, so rare 2 geth my yeye smiling on camera~ Muaks~
Thanks For Eveything~ I Love u, yeye~

My sis Cutting cake

Each Dishes Got 2 Sets~

Shopping For CNY Goods

2nd Celebration Sis Bday + CNY @ Mum's Place

DUCK~ I'm LOVIN IT~

Yu Sang + Salmon~ I LOVE IT~~~~

LION DANCE @ GIANT

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Mummy's '10 Birthday Celebration~

2010-08-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

3 angels will always be with mummy~

Yummy~ XD

Mummy's Birthday Cake~ Delicious~ Also my favourite cake~

Wine? ..Lolx..no..XD It's Grape wine~ XD Sparkling Juice..lolx XD

To be continue...~

Steamboat~ My Family Way~

2010-08-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

I really love this fish when cook with our special steamboat soup~ Yummy~

mummy showing her prawn XD lolx

chatting while waitting for the things to cook in our special hot pot~

I Like this chili and the herbs together when having steamboats...our specail homemade chili is the best! XD

various Kinds of special mushrooms, these mushrooms have their unique taste, and I love mushrooms...XD

Fishy..u r gonna be cook~

Various kinds of fishballs~

HAM CHUN EGG Lolx..~

Fried Fu Zhuk

Large Fresh Prawns

~THE END~

DINNER AT A VERY DELICIOUS KOREAN BBQ RESTAURANT

2010-08-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

DINNER @ ANOTHER KOREAN BBQ RESTAURANT...RECOMMEND...GOOD BBQ & NICE PRICE~ { 24.01.10}

Checking the price...~

We went Giant to buy some things~

The handsome n gud waitress..he is gud..n very nice~ I like his services~

Shock at the price.. lolx..actually the price is reasonable..XD Very Cheap, u all shud try this place~

We ordered alot of BBQ's ( lamb, chicken squid, etc) ^^ n.. this is chicken...Yummy

A VERY DELICIOUS KOREAN BBQ RESTAURANT

the side dishes they always gives for BBQ

c some lenzai ..i think..

orderin...pro mummy at food...boss serve..fuyoh~

THE END~

SMJK CHONG HWA, GOMBAK { HARI SUKAN }

2010-07-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

HARI SUKAN'10 ( 9 April '10 )

"electrics eye-shot"

THE END~

2010-03-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

Christian Fellowship 2009 1 Day Teenage Camp

^^.. she's taking a nap...shh...so cozy~

Do they look like siblings?

I wan water~...ge ge help u~

Kim sun & Kian Leong~

Lesson Time~ Jie say story~

All guai guai listen story~

Hey Mr.Monkey, dun look so pityful, i dun have a banana wor~

smile~

Monkey welcoming us~

ur forest my forest a deal~

Our master piece~

Nature! We are comming~

walking towards a world unknown~

On our journey towards unknown~

~The End~

2009 Spiritual Course @ Tanah Rimba, Bukit Tinggi~

2010-03-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

With Nature~ Soothing & Peaceful~

Before u go through below pics, pls b inform what i snaped are all natural without any editing, Thank You~

Very succesful & Funny Jie

Kawaii Jie~

From second Floor XD

Chun Yuan Gege

My dadddy and we 3 sis~

During a lesson...

Her Man Tuo Luo~

Having Pictures With Every1 Man Tuo Luo~

Sis Man Tuo Luo

My Man Tuo Luo

Having Breafast With Nature~

"My GOd, y dun have line!!! I WAN CALL SWEETHEART LA!"

During Lesson~

Chat And View Nature~

Me pro XD...no edition, can get this pic liao~

Angel Hug

Drawing Man Tuo Luo

Sis Colouring Man Tuo Luo~

Kawaii Jie Colouring her Man Tuo Luo~

Spiritual Massage~

Chatting after Mid Night~

Nice Jie working through Man Tuo Luo~

What is the next color of my feelings? XD

My Daddy colouring his Man Tuo Luo~

Sketching~ pro a my sis~

Very kawaii uncle~

Daddy, ur feeling y so dark de?

D Bungalow Kitchen

Simple and nice~ My Man Tuo Luo~

At D Organic Swimming Pool Beside Bungalow~

Jumping Into Swimmping Pool Actions~

~The End~

2010-03-14T18:39:00.001-07:00

My Memories Of The Past {Part 4}

2010-03-13T20:59:00.000-08:00

Celebration of my '09 Birthday~

~Mummy~
Bring me to My Favourite Korean BBQ Restuarant~XD Arigato mummy~ Muaks~

Vid Taken @ Korean BBQ Restaurant~

Pictures Taken~

WELCOME~ WELCOME~ Looks Like I am promoting the shop or something~

Lolx...~

Sushi Department~

Sushi Raw Materials~

Coal BBQ'ing

Our Personal Waitress~ XD

My Mum's Sister & Family~

BBQ'ing the Yummy Marinated With Special Recipes Chicken

BBQ'ing the Special Marinated With Special Sauce Lamb~ Saw d side dishes XD

We oredered 3 Lamb 3 Chicken 3 Squid, 2 special korean rice, 7 california roll that cost Rm18 each...==", raw salmon and many more~ Yummy~

Mummy & I~ Muaks, Mummy I Love U, Thanks For Everything~

My Darling Sis'

Say "Cheese" & show "Peace" XD

DESERT TIME XD My cousin looks like she's gonna attack them ><" LOLX

YUMMY YUMMY~

The KATAMI ROOM XD

~DADDY~

After my birthday, coz my daddy and mummy divorce liao ma~

Bring me makan "Japanese restaurant", actually we wanna go Shougen "Japanese Buffet" at 1 Utama, but coz already very late liao so we celebrate at the nearest outlet we cud find~

This is my cousin XD cute leh~

My grandpa~ handsome leh, Grandpa thanks for everything, u gave us a lot of pocket moneys and gifts XD ARIGATO~

The cake is very expensive XD, coz of d rocking of my relative car (I think so), eventually the cake smashes lolx, but still it was delicious, Thanks~

My Xiao Gu Jie & her kids XD So naught a u, Cousin!!!

My handsome daddy, grandpa & kawaii grandma, and darling sis~

Thank u all for celebrating my '09 birthday~ Muaks~

~The End~

My Memories Of The Past { Part 3 }

2010-03-13T17:17:00.000-08:00

ST John BoyS' School MP '09

I have a privilige to join d MP of ST JOhn Boy's School Club~

We have a chance 2 go through the Muzeum Telekom Malaysia and have fun to what they prepare for us~

Below are the captured vid of some performance, one was a performance by them and of was the band they invited to let us get "High"~ Cool~

They also show us a vid they make of themselves having some kind of adventure, it was cool, and before this they guide us through d muzuem, there are guys stationing at places to give description about the historical moments of telekom malaysia~ The boys, lolx, for me, i like boys who are fluent in english, are optimistic, and cool, so it was really great for me have a chance to get to noe them, lolx, for me my school, yeah there are, but rare for me to get associate to them..T.T" We din get a chance to join throug all d party, as Fiona's dad have to pick us up before the MP finishes for he need to fetch Angeline 2 d "Comic/Jap Exhibition?, it really pisses me of...==" the good thing was getting started...but i have to go off...==" sigh..but what is pass is pass...~ XD

~The End~

My Memories Of The Past {Part 2}

2010-03-11T23:06:00.000-08:00

School Charity Bazaar 2009

There was this charity bazaar last year at d school, and my class are joining d bazzar to get marks for our sivik. For me, this bazzar in every inch of the preparement for the sales is my effort my " titik peluh "...i brain storm for some time to the preparement, for i can't seem to see my class having d heart to put their effort in the preparement...Basically, we are to make out RM 1000 profit, and my sivik teacher ask us to sell "Tau Foo Fa", but for me its impossible to reach a profit of RM 1000 by selling them, and for ur knowledge, do u know how many stores aka competitors we are facing, my god almost min 50 stores? the place was packed, i dun think juz that amount, ppl are selling things too, for godsakes if i am selling juz one thing wudn't my stall be dull, i can't attract customers if my stall is so dull!? So, i brought out the concept of selling variety of food n cheap. I basically fought and get emotionally with my daddy in the procedure, because, my mum given me an opinion and i lolx...dumb to not noe how to stand my own opinion..In actual fact, every1 din support me in the idea variety, they say wat for u go so complicated for a bazzaar, juz make it simple!!! But I stand on my opinion!!! Before i need to think about money, where my money come from, my class, yeah they given me an amount, if i am correct i got RM 70 from my class...to be frank RM 70 is not enough..., so i searched for donaters, but there is no time for me to go out there and ask for donation, so i need quick cash, where? of coz from my family!!! I eventually collected about RM 200 from my granparents, with RM 270 i start buying n order what i will be selling n tools like plastic box, spoons, forks, bowls n cups.. FOr plastic bag, Tai ling sponsered small ones, and Vi Yee sponsered transparent small plastic.
On that day my menu goes like this:
1) [Malay delicacies] Goreng Chilli Popiah and Small Curry Puff from a mak cik, she charged me 0.35sen per pc. I oredered 120 for d popiah and 60 of d curry puff. I will go to her house to collect them on that day. I was afraid i won't sell finish, so i ignore my dad advice to buy more. ++"They cud mix, and I sell 3 for Rm2...Can u see how much profit i am making from here? I can make a profit of 0.15/0.95

Nasi Lemak & Fried Mee Hun Nasi Lemak x 100 Mee Hun x 50. It cost me RM 1 each and i sell RM 1 each. Cheap as i say, our coupons dun have sens, so eventually i din bring out d idea of selling them RM2 but i make it cheap, so i cud attract them to my stall.

2)[Western Delicacies] a. mushroom soup with extra mushroom ( I wake at 4 to preapre them, and chicken soup was brought at noon as i have run out of soup) I sell a small very small cup for RM 2. b. mashed potato with soup sauced ( I mashed a box of potato the day before, I make it nice n simple by boiling them in cold salt water, my hands and shoulder was so damn tired...) For this i sold RM 2 per dish. Fiona said it was nice XD, Thanks I like the praise. c. Koko crunch with milk RM 2 per cup.

3) Soya Bean I called my relative to sponser me, i get RM 50 bottles? /100?...and vi yee sponser me a bout 20, it piss me of when she told me she will be sponsering 40 but bring only 20? and she loudly show off to my class telling them if it wasn;t for her we won't have soya bean to sell...==" So i say loudly, hey i sponsered almost all of it...!!! So piss off!! But soya bean was booming, it was sold out by noon, and customers are requesting, i was damn freak out for nt having enough to sell...

4) [Special] a)Mixed Food Stick ( Fried fishball, fried fu zok, fried seafood taufu, fried crabsteak, fried sausage ) I fried all of this in the morning and later was help by mum, it was like hell kitchen...><" Later my sis helped me to pick on the stick. These are sponsered by my mum, I sold 1 for RM 2 , 2 for RM 3. b) Marinda/ coke/ apple/ drink mix with cocktails. I sell RM 2 per cup. I bought very little of the drinks, i need to refill my stock on and on...it was booming, customers was gathering for the cocktail drink, too many request till i lost some customers... lolx, ppl one kali ask for 5...lolx...it was booming...

Do u know how much i did, I did an amount of RM 700+ so my profit was RM 300++ I used an amount of RM 270 to RM 300 to make RM 700... I wasn't the stall to make an outstanding amount but i am satisfied for the results. I praised myself a lot for this event. On that day, I was late, when i reached school every stall already opened, i was late because there is so much i need to do on that morning, frying, cooking, making..., it was as i say hell kitchen!!!, So, i pissed of because they dun understand my circumstances but keep on hurrying me!!! @#$%^&, I ask them to see our tables and chairs in order, so when i reached i call them to come out and take the barang, when i go to our stall, wtf, our chairs are taken by our neighbour!!!! So, i face my neighbour and reason with them, they try to chat me, but bullshit, i snap at them...so, after placing i quickly went to the canteen uncle to redeem my ice, the ice i make evetually drop on the floor making my neighbours laught at me, so when i bring a big pack of ice, they was like speechless, STUPID BRATS!!! ... So i was confuse, my sis helped me, and Evon came to help me 2, it was really supported by my fren and family...thanks guys, so i asked my sis to order me, bcoz i can;t think, so they told me and i arranged all the stuff ...when i ask some1 to help me put up the menu, lai gwen, jia qun & hwee hwee helped, but my sis told me they are reluctant as they think its ugly???!!!#$%^&, I was angry, do u noe how i come up the menu??? I find the words from the web site, and print them out and my sis help me with cut and paste, when we finish it was about going to 3am...!!!!! hey, my fren, think again about ur comment, dun piss me of, are u gonna do better if u r in my place? I dun think so, becaue u all are lacking the character of sacrificing ur money, ur face, ur time for this...so I am telling u guys appreciate that on that day, 4A5 stall is not empty, baby!!!!! Appreciating is what u guys need to learn, I did try to discuss with u guys, but did u all raise ur hands to give out something, the small amount is enough???? Bull shit!!! What are u ewwing the food not looking good??? My dateline was 1 week, babies? and i brainstorm and i tear of my face to ask for money like a begger asking for money, i spend only 2 hours of sleep in 2 days, butting my ass out from my bed to prepare the fresh foods, and wat u all just do??? Ask urself??? Any sweat u swipped, sleeping in ur cpzy bed while i was freaking out!!! So if u are not appreciating what i've done, my god u guys are INHUMAN. Not even 1 person bring something to sell???? SO I AM ASKING U GUYS? ARE U FREAKING THINK JUZ LEAVE IT 2 me??? God, I am telling u guys, my family sacrifice their sleep, their attention and their cash to support me, juz to support me!!!! I THANK THEM SO MUCH... with ur RM 70 can i reach an amount of RM 700??? If u all cud have bring something to sell, u cud have open the shop before i arrive!!! BUt what u all do? Blame me for being late, making u all embaressed for ur stall is empty!!!! DAMN.... @#$%^ Bloddy hell....!!!! I CAN"T BELIEVE that U ALL ARE NOT INNITIATIVE, IRRESPONSIBLE!!! At the age of this, u all dun even think of asking do i need help, cud u all have done something to sell, i can;t imagine my classmate who know how to bake isn;t thinking of baking something to sell!!! I can't imagine my classmate saying we are buzy i can't help...GOD!!! I am so damn freaking out now!!! I am at least greatful to those who come to school and help out a little bit, but for me i dun appreciate those who juz sit and not innitiative enough to help, waiting t be ordered ==", when i ask them to take somefood on a tray n round the place to sell, what they say, its embaressing, haha~ I do apologize for i din leave the place and leave it in u all hands, because for me i wud like to see ppl who come to my stall and leave with happy faces for what i have put my efforts on, when they smile, it is a praise for me... many of my customers came back to buy again, i have a customer who repeatedly came back to my stall at least 3 times... I thank my frens like wai lun, yee king, zhen an, hong yeh, and others frens who take their frens to buy our things, my mummy came to see me for a while, coz she's gonna discuzz with my principal to donate RM1000 for the school library. so it was nice to see my mother watching my achievments. It was great, my dad came to bring the nasi lemak and mee hun and soya bean, he went back then return to fill up my stocks and he helped out, it was fun to see my daddy helping me, it was great!!! I love u guys... lolx, when it was end of the bazaar...lolx...only yik heong, yuan shen n evon n my sis pack up the stall, lolx...shake head...very terrible......lolx i am out of gass to freak again..what to say, this is my classmates...lolx... we all sit down and start counting the money, it was so damn freaking happy...we felt so greatful the money was so damn many...it was our hardworking in bringing the result, and i really felt great for i've given Evon a chance to do something voluntary, a help that doesn't give her any money, but in the process she have fun and she felt a big achievements in the result...it was great XD

These are the pics I taken, very few for i forgotten to take photos until noon...~ sorry guys...but u guys din remind me~ n thsoe who r captured stay with me after noon~^^"

My daddy XD The ice was real hard...so my strong dady help break the ice...he help me on the sales too~ Muaks~ I love u, daddy~

Yuan Shen (green)is really a great helper, he help me till the end, Thank you, I really appreciate it, Thanks for being inniatitive, thanks~ Wei Lun (blk/blue shirt) he bring his fren to "bong chan" our stall~ Thanks!

See Evon (blk shirt), she ah also stand with me for the whole day, help to sell, help to serve, help to break ice, she's not my class, she doesn't have to do this, but she help me all the way, arigato~ my sis ( right side of Evon de 2 gals), jie a, very thank u all, coz u support me, u helped me, from the start till the end, for me, hving u all there with me was my greatest gift, I love u guys~

Evon & Sis~ Evon scooping the mash potato while sis scoop the topping. I want to tell u guys, all equipments here are readied by who??? of coz me la!!! looking on was Jia Qun. I thank Jia Qun for she was akso one of the innitiative who willing to help till after noon. Thanks XD

Our customers, buying our cococrunch with milk~

Left Hwee Hwee and Jia Qun. Serving the cococrunch~

List of inniative ppl & Help: Jia Qun, Hwee Hwee, Pui Shan, Ka Yi, Zi Yun, Yuan Shen, Yik Heong, Siew Ting, Wei Lun, Yee King, Evon, My sis', Lai Gwen, Angil, Sok Yee.

Others: Soon Seng, Yen Ching Cen, Wei Jiet, Tai Ling ( she is something, haven't help, then say she is leaving to go TS, lolx, so damn funny, say she come back at noon, so got ma?, Yau Leong, Wei Kheen (come n go~) and some others, sry if i missed ur name~ Thanks for donating ur coupons, and also "bong chan" XD Arigato~

I Thank you all for comming ~ I appreciate that~ U all make it fun and happy. I truly sry about putting some of you on a dull state~

Hwee Hwee & Jia Qun serving

"3 coco crunch pls~ One of this n that~"

Lolx, wats that expression, Jia Qun. Tired ^^" thanks for helping till the end~

The End

My Memories Of D Past {Part 1}

2010-02-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

[ Captured Memories Of D Past @ March 31 2009 ]

{ Dinner With Mr Chan }

Mr Chan often bring us to nice high class food outlets that serve great food. He is a good fren of my mummy. Time to time, at special occasions uncle Chan will meet with us { Christmas, dinners, etc }^^ He always brings gift with him whenever he visits us, and those gifts are really special and unique. Once when mummy invite him for dinner at our house, he brought 7 different types of secret recipes cakes n special ice creams for our desert after dinner...my it was delicious~ On another dinner, he brought us an art he brought from overseas, very unique and special fine art, i love it~ Thanks, Mr Chan ^^

Food Attack Act 1

Food Attack Act 2 (This is Mr Chan~)

Food readied by my beloved mummy~

Dinner With Mr Chan Vid~

{ Outting With Yeye & Mama }

Yeye & Mama bring us go shop for clothes~ XD Whenever we went out with yeye & mama, they sure will buy us clothes we like when surfing through the clothes department~ XD Thanks Mama & Yeye~

3 sisters crazy trying out clothes~

Having food at Shopping Centre Kopitiam~

^^ My Yeye & Mama ~ Muaks~

{Breakfast With daddy @ Mamak}

Happiness In Life Is Happy Being 2gether~

{ Vege Steamboat Dinner With Daddy }

当我们都在一起，在一起，我们很幸福~

{ Buying Ham & bacon with mummy }

What a collection of ham~ XD

& This Is...

My 阿姨's bir drinking collections~ ><"
{ END }

Sharing My Life~ Part 2

2010-02-13T22:19:00.000-08:00

Sharing With U My Study Place @ 2009

The Cupboard T Shape, right?
My Designed XD

My Baby Posters~
Bleach Poster

Damn Messy~ XD

My Kawaii Doll, and hehe High School sical Coin Box~

Sharing With U My BedRoom @ 2009

Bedroom Take 1 XD

Gifts Beside My Bed~

Barney From My dad

Doogy is Christmas Present

Snoopy n d Box Is Birthday Present

Mirror From Mummy as gift from China XD

TV let me play PS2 at midnight,

the blue thing is my Sauna~ XD Good For health XD

My Collection Of Comics, Uses my clothes cupboard to put them XD

~The End~ Updated Study Room & Bedroom @ 2010 comming soon~

Sharing My Life~ Part 1

2010-02-12T07:46:00.000-08:00

I've choosen the simplest package among the options given, to aim top scores in the 9 sub package and therefore I was arranged according to what I've choosen, and arranged to be with a class that its standard are perfectly LOW... Surprisingly i was same class with a person that i have been interested for some time, and after a year of love sick i eventually find a way to stop such foolishness, and it have given me a chance to breath, felt stupid for the lovesick, i felt like a fool over this love sick, but what happens had happens, i juz hope i no longer be a fool again... There are various type of ppl in this class, got lala zhai and mui, got blur blure type de, got happy go lucky de, but to conclude this class, is they are totally aimless...not intelligent, not knowledgable, the percentage of becoming a successful person in this class stands only that 20%, so u can imagine all our teacher eventually get pissed of with us as i can say 90% of the class are chatting all through the lessons, and nobody is cares the teacher, they seem to teach the air instead of the students, looking back we were really impolite, very pityful bout it.. to be frank, i was not any good example 2, for i've choosed to follow the environment around me...so thinking bout it, i felt myself a fool for wasted so many yrs wandering with the environment...DAMN! SO THIS YEAR!!! I WILL CHANGE!!! Though, sigh, it's will be my last year schooling in high school, so I need to make the best of it in the school XD GAMBATEH XD
But, still they were my classmates, they will be good to spend time with when it comes to stuff like fun~ their results are bad but 60% of them did try hard to get results while others eventually closes their eyes for nap once the exam starts, not even looking at the questions and give some shots...~ some even cheat the exam, i damn angry bout it!!!
In actual face, if i did try to invlove myslef with them last year, and not stucking myself with tai ling, i wud find that they are fun to be with~ I realize it this year, as I've make a changed, rather than stone myself, i take the job as th leader for the class, i try to joke with them, and act all hippo, and high, so eventually they start to get a long with me, though there are still more ice breaking to do, at least the ice is melting, and more than anything i start to communicate happily with a fren that I've iced for many years. for eg. coz being a monitor, if u r dependant eventually many will sort for for help, so there was once i ask them to pass up what is needed and evntually from north, east, west asn south there will be some calling me for Q & A, so i can't answer so many in a time, so after ended the Q & A, ( i've neglected some..T.T real sorry bout that), my fren starts to call my name, repeating, lolx, i laughed, as she is trying to play with me~ so its damn good feeling to take this opportunity to widen and deepen my friendship with them, instead of stucking myself to juz one or two~

Below are some of my classmates, I get to take their pic at our sivik project last yr~

This Is Siew Ting , she's very high ppl XD, very funny, though i heard some bad stuff bout her, but still i felt kinda happy when i spend time with her~...

This is Ching Chen...also always pronounce his name wrongly, his name is ching chuan, i always call hime ching cheng~ ^^" (green orange~)

This is Pui Shan (left)...cool~ lolx, she's pretty cool, lolx, very cold, hipe the ice can melt this yr~

This is Siew Ying...lolx...i juz dun understand~ last yr, we eventually fought on the 1st week, then later she initiative become nice an dwe become nice fren~ lolx...she's pretty cool~

This is Lai Gwen, lol i always call her Li Juan, whne her name shud be pronounce as Li Jun, she ws kinda mad bout my call sometimes lolx..~

This is Ka Yi...leng lui...pretty cool~ same class for 3 yrs liao~ she got gambateh at her study, thats pretty good~

This is Hao Shen, He is 开心果1~ very funny, he makes happy atmosphere in ou classes~ love to joke~

This is Woon Yen, when PS her nick was Yu Yun ( Fishball) Became a TB from a mushroom head gal~ lolx, pretty cool, she have a nice appearance feature~

This is Yao Leong, shy kid~ but kinda funny 2~

This is Zi Yun..pretty cool, and cute, lolx, like ka yi, she also gambathe for her results~

This is wei Kheen...very kesian, also got story, nxt time i only tell u all~ he very very talkative!!!

This Is Hwee Hwee XD...kawaii person, she's pro in beaty stuff, seems to be enjoying life XD

This is Angil, beautiful gal XD

This is Jia Quan~ She's my competitor XD, she have the aim, she is very intelligent ~ XD I kinda admire her XD

This is Soon Seng~ Like to cover his face with powder to cover his face marks~ he's a nice guy, not samseng, juz normal~

This Yee King~ I always prounounce her name yi ching, actually is yi xiong lolx, she pretty cool~

She looks really innocent lolx, she's yan luan XD

She's Vi Yee, bout her, lolx, i will mention her next time, she's a long story, but she''s cute XD Knew her since PS

For Sok Yee...looks nervous, kinda cute XD

This is Wei Jiet, he's pretty good looking, he stands a very big chance to get the best looking guy in 5A5~

This Is Sow Wei, mature girl, pretty cool XD, she was also my classmate at peralihan~

~There is many more, will update them when I have their photos~ hehe

~Hope I will succeed in breaking d ice, n make 5A5 happy together XD lolx

~End Of Part 1 ~

~Last Weekend~

2010-01-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

~Last Saturday~

Dad's weekend

4.30pm: I start packing, last min ^^"..so very rush!!! put some clothes into bag, pack up all the toileteries, and quickly went for a quick bath, rub rub body, shake shake head, wash wash here n there...very fast motion!!! ><" coz very rush, dun wan papa angry~

5.30pm: I can't find the black cool jacket my mum brought for me that cost about RM100...very upset, so i rumage through the clothes, but couldn't find it...coz very late already i give up the search. The lost of my jacket maked me moody~ T.T" I was really upset about it...

6pm: We walk to papa place...he rented a house nearby mummy house, so walk 3 min also can reach daddy house already... He dun wan come fetch us , he wan us to walk to his house and i felt very angry about this matter. It's becoz he wans to feel the feeling we go to his house he wan us to walk to his place!!! ZZZZZ!!!

6.30pm: My daddy washed the car, make the car comfortable and nice for us to sit on...so really thank him for that~ so he was sweaty and have a bath before we take off to Sunway lagoon to watch "AVATAR"!!! coz my dad say many place sold out so his fren help him online use card buy tickets available at Sunway lagoon XD, so then we reach near Sunway Lagoon, we went to SHANGHAI for dinner.

~On the way photos of me~

7.25pm: SHANGHAI is a vege restaurant, (my dad is a vege ^^)We shared some sushi, a petai fried rice, fish head mee hun soup, amd lam mee yee mee.

This Is One Of The Sushi~

It was already late, and we all called a lot for four of us~ if it were last time,i will sure push all the food inside my mouth coz i dun wanna waste the food, but as i am going on a slimming progress, i controlled myself and think differently~ I thought to myself "if i am going to push more food into my tummy, i will be fat, so STOP!!!" ^^" I Stopped ~ XD

8pm: We reached SUnway lagoon, parked the car and search for the cinema's location!! My God, this place have a lot of leng zai XD, but...so many couples too!!! I dun like to see couples, dunno y...maybe coz I dun have? I also dunno y...~ before the search my dad ask us to remember where we come from so after the movie we know how to go back to our car, so i use my picture memory and make a map in my mind, I am proud of my graphic memory as it is really powerful. So when we reach we quickly take our tickets from the e-booking counter and quickly enter as its gonna start soon~ After we located our sitting place, i and my sisters quickly went to the w.c for a quick pee and a look in the mirror, see we still leng leng ma~ ^^

It was in the middle of the movie when my sis ask me about a part she din understand, so i whispered her a quick brief in of the question, my daddy then ask what is going on, so i say ntg, he dun wan listen, use a loud voice ask my sis, so i make a motion push my dad back, coz i dun wan him disturb the silence, my dad face suddenly became stoned, he was upset with my action, he uses a higher tone and say i din respect him!!! ><" WT*, i so angry, i dun wan choi him already, adding later the male infront me yawn loudly i was shock and angry never thought such place with standerd ppl have ppl who doesn't have manners!!!

11.30pm: we search our car park, we went through the entrance, so i say here is it, they din understand go on, so i follow lo...then mwe come out my dad explore explore the place, so i very angry, coz i already tell them the place my dad very ignorant, din choi me, so i very angry i go off on myself, coz i sure of the car park by using my picture memory mah, when i walk halfway, i heard my dad very angry shout me go back, so i go back lo, and he scold me..bla..bla...so i say i ikut u lo~ haizzz...y he so CHILDISH!!! , because of his ego he makes us reach the carpack in a late time!! I was so angry, as i was already very tired, i need my sleep!!! So i foloow him, he dunno, he zhuang dong,...so we go up and down lo, then later i say politely, can follow me, i noe the way..so he say, now we try that way ( I point de)...==" so ego~ so i take the lead, we reach the entrance, then he dun wan continue ikut, he choose his way, so agin ikut him, of coz agin wrong lo!!! So he finally say " ok, u take the lead..." OMG!!! FINALLY!!! So I take the lead, andof coz i correctly lead them to our car, so in the car i dun choi my daddy, i very angry with him, so when i reach dad's house i straightly hit the sack!! The nxt morning we argued again, making my morning so moody!!!

~Last Sunday~

Morning daddy make porridge for our breakfast before we take off to bukit tinggi for a spiritual dance workshop. The dance is done on Uncle jacky's organic farm, so it was kinda peaceful. The dance goes like this, they put a music, and you let ur body move the way they want with the music, and the pros will guide ur energy in ur dance, this is a soul dance, so it's best u let ur soul make its decision not ur mind~ after that we relaxed ourselves at the farm open shealter, where mountains view is infront of us, sounds of the flowing rive cud be heard.

5pm: we take off and have lunch and dinner at a restaurant, the food was nice, for we ate vege style, the aroma of chicken and fish from other tables makes my mouth crave for it. ^^ so we tackle the fruit and vege stall nearby. We have some durians as snack ^^ After the yummy durian we choose some vege and brought some mangosteen and papaya. Then later we saw an auntie,she was selling vege and ribena leaves by bike, my daddy wollap all~ making the auntie very happy, the auntie very old, her hands very dry, i give my blessings to her~ ^^

7pm: we reach dad's house, we sort out the things we brought and start to peel of the ribena leave~ and seperate the seed and it's leave, so that we can try making the recipe the auntie have given to us. It was itchy...coz the seed got bulu that stimulates ur skin sensitivity gua ~

The ribena leaves and seeds

8pm: We go outside and have snacks at my dad wooden pondok...wah romantic, coz there is candle lights lighten at some area in the small garden ~ it was relaxin, the night was cold~ ^^

8.45pm: We walked back to my mummy's place~

The End For ~My last weekend~

2010-01-11T22:47:00.000-08:00

今天，超倒霉的，昨天也是因 last minunte 做功课，所以十二点才睡，所以今天我真的很累！早上吃米粉是，很倒霉，我弄dirty 我的校服, 让我很不开心...T.T"，爸爸在我们还没出发去学校时，来到妈咪家，给我们他早上煮的粥，让我们在下课时享用。^^ 很幸福，这次是有我喜欢的番薯（potato）在粥里 ^^
去到学校我遇到 Evon, 铃声响之前我们都在一起，我们绕了学校几圈，一边走一边聊天 ^^ 我们很久没聊得那么多了~
今天，头发很难看，让我心情不是很愉快 ><"
BM 节时，要交 Karangan，爱苹来收，我就交给他，告诉他不准借给别人！
过不久，我想加点东西在 Karangan，就去爱萍那儿，要求时，那个 TB 就快速的交回给爱萍，我有点生气，生气为何爱萍不守信用。。。如果要借的人向我借，我觉得我会比较 ok... ><" 过后，我加了东西，就交给爱萍，因为我想说，给他们要抄的人快点抄，好让爱萍可以快点交给老师，当我要给爱萍时，那个 TB, 就 make a movement with her fingers calling me and indicating that she wants to borrow my karangan, so i give ai ping, pointing the girl and ask ai ping to help me pass to her, and quickly i turn and went back to my place. I kinda nervous, i think, i am not that stable like i think...~
下课时，我吃完爸爸的粥，讲到吃，昨天 steamboat 有点 over ate...T.T",
但是我的体重没有变（phew...）, 吃完了粥我就想吃 nugget, Evon 帮我买，但他有点误会了，买到炸肉和 french fries，我吃了一点肉，就不吃了，因为我饱了~
我上了厕所，铃声已向了不久，我回到科室就被 Maths 老师把我的名字写进 Buku Kawalan 了。。。
真到霉阿，这件事让我心情很糟糕！！！
过后，上完 Science节时, 我们遇到校长，他 order 我们要排队着回班。。。哈哈，好像回到小学的感觉了~
放学后，Evon 来我班，培我一起走到校门口，我们就解散了，等我啊公来时，和 Bao Yu and Wei Jian 谈天一下。~ 因为今天阿公有载他的朋友，他的朋友给我和妹妹，每人十块，好开心噢！
今天，就到这儿，我想早点做完功课，快点睡觉，如果不是我怕我会崩溃。。。T.T"

今天想与你们分享这个：

Very Touching Song...Very Impressive Combination Of Two Voices That Contains Fantastic Vocal. And...This Is One Great Concert With FANTASTIC Effects.. You Must Watch It!

~今天的记忆碎片，此刻的整理~

2010-01-09T21:36:00.000-08:00

~星期日~

~...因为前晚睡的很夜，所以昨天十一点因我 daddy 打来说想要拿他煮的爱心粥给我吃，才会起床。。。^^（说明：我 mummy and daddy 离婚了）

我 mummy 也顺便载我妹俩去独钟上课时，买了罗米饭给我当早餐。。。超幸福的 XD

起床后，冲个凉，吃了一点粥，一点罗米饭，就开始从一楼到三楼扫和抹地，用了我真三个小时。。。==“ 但偶算有成就感，家里干净，心情就会很快乐

昨天

我晚上才赶功课，搞到自己很晚才睡，大概十二点左右才能睡。。。T.T...

做功课的时候，当我整理完书包的时候。。。才发现我做错一样功课。。。笔记。。。我竟然把小簿子拿来当笔记！！！其实，笔记是应该做在中等的 Gapen 书的！！！T.T" 我已经超累了，但是我想把功课做到 perfect 我才肯休息。。。T.T" 。。。过后，当我已经准备好要睡的时候，竟然发现我昨日放在床上所装的热水壶，竟然没关紧。。。弄到床 wet wet 了。。。T.T", coz 我 too 累了，我拿了干净的毛巾 cover wet wet 的地方， straight away 去 oi oi...没力想太多了！！！

~。。。今天。。。~

早上冲凉时，还不到两分钟，我热热的热水就变成冷冰冰的冷水。。。==", 被我在楼上的妹妹抢走了！！！ ><" ...好冷哦！！！，当抱着毛巾出来时，（因为太习惯在房间换衣服），wahlaoye...冷死我了！！！。。。我不停的争斗。。。brr... 穿上了校，也是那么冷，只好在吹头发的时候用吹风筒 warm 下自己。。。T.T" 今天，早餐是 salmon sandwhich..吃了两片面包，两 slice smoked salmon, with mayonise and sliced tomato! Yummy~...因为我 salmon is my favourite , 但是吃后 feel 到有点饱，==" , 有点后悔吃了两片面包，应该吃一片面包夹两片 smoked salmon！我过后陈一点时间上网，因为要把在我爸爸的店卖的最近流行的书包 upload 上去 facebook，这是因为我答应了我有兴趣购买的朋友。以下的图片就是我所说的书包：

这些书包每个款式（ pattern ）有几种颜色，价钱是 RM 29.90。 ^^ 有兴趣者可以联络我手提（017-2192980）或 email me ( wenyi_92@hotmail.com) . ^^

抵达学校过后，去了厕所，就遇到 Sook Fong，去年是我英语补习班的其中一位可爱的同学，跟他聊一聊，铃声就很快就响了，今天的周会真的超无聊超气死人的，两个讲话就用了真一个小时，还到我上不到 maths ... ><"""

今天，我穿的校鞋很像高跟鞋！！！有点不适应，但是满 cool 的。。^^...

到 Science Lab，已经满迟了，班上的同学还呆在课室，我叫老师不用在等他们了！！！老师等了一下，人数消委增加了，老师就开课了。。。上课时，突然我们班上的 TB 。。。不懂为什么会突然来到我那排坐（第一排），第一排只有我和泰林，so 他坐在角落，haizzz，他明明知道迟到需要坐在前面，他为何偏偏要迟到叻。。==", 他人好像不爽将，但我还是没去管它（不是“他”，也不是“她”只好说成“它”），还是继续开开心心的和泰林聊天，我们因为在班上他坐在我的后面*3，所以除了去 lab 和下课，我们都没有机会谈天。。。==", 但是，我还是不鼓励我们在 lab 谈太多，我想上课啊！！！

下课的时候，我爸爸来学校，带了他煮给我的爱心粥，他今天，一大早 call 了我，我们有一点小争论，所以他见我是，还是一样，带着苦瓜脸，我吃了半份过后就上课了。慧仪他人很可爱，她非常喜欢躺在我的间旁（shoulder）, 我是 ok 的，觉得不知道他人其实在想什么，放学时，泰林来我桌位说他不是很会 English Essay，但因为，想到会一起走，就先招呼别的朋友，但过后不知为何他没等，走了，让我有点伤心。。。T.T", 过后，收拾书包时，Ka Yi, Zi Yun, Pei San 经过我，我就很突然用很开心的感觉跟他们 Bye Bye, 他们也笑了，也跟我说 Bye Bye, 让我觉得很开心，我打算做个改变，都已经最后一年了啊，我们是同班同学，就应该好好相处阿！过后，在校长停车处又看到 Zi Yun & Ka Yi, 很自然 Zi Yun 很 innitiative 跟我说 Bye Bye, 在后面的 Ka Yi 也一样说 ByeBye 了, 我觉得这是一个很好的改变而感到开心，如果是以前，经过也当作不知道，气氛真的有点 not comfortable... ^^"

昨天，在 Youtube 找到了这个 Yaoi Vid, 我满喜欢 anime yaoi 的，so 这个 actually 满好看的，对我来说，哈哈，有点色色的感觉在里头，哈哈。。。^^"

(This Are The Movies Inside The Vid : Ai no Kusabi, Close the Last Door!, Haru wo Daiteita, Ikoku Irokoi Romantan, Kirepapa, Papa to Kiss in The Dark, Okane Ga Nai (aka No Money) and Sensitive Pornograph)

Thats all for today, for i am really hungry, and eager to eat the steamboat that was prepared, and its looking delicious as it has ingredients like, tai ji, big tai ji, prawns, fish, etc... these seafood are freshly brought from Kuala Selangor. XD 我真的好幸福啊！！！

你们是谁？不是谁吧，因该被称为诗会的垃圾吧！

2010-01-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

我今天，
因为前天睡觉前的心情不是很好，造成我今天一大早的疲累与一点不开心的感觉，
肚子一早就很痛，
但是因为六点就要出门，and adding 我的妈咪做了老鼠分汤，所以不能打包，
只好把疼痛的肚子带着去学校，虽说肚子痛，我这个人很挑剔，我要做 cake 一定要在干净和舒适的地方做...==" 很挑吧？

到达学校时，选择走校园，因为早上吃了东西，想走一走，加唛，等下上课的时间都是坐着，我不想我已瘦到的屁股变大啊！！！还没响钟声，我去厕所看下镜子，头发有点难看，让我很不开心。。。
开始排队，我很讨厌我班的“慢慢来”的动作，搞到我要等==“ 我的怒气增加了10%，

周会今天又大概用了我们的一节课，我真的很生气，如果他们要周会，就应该安排每一天一个时候做周会，不要把我们的上课时间作为周会，他们卫冕太不负责任，太不为我们要上课的同学照想吧！！！

我因为排在后面，每次会有点恐怕，到达课室时想要的座椅会不在，但我很坚定，我在桌子上做了记号，如果有人拿了，我一定会拿回来，理得他们死活，像今天和作天，wei kheen n wei lun 很大方的拿我和慧仪的桌子，我看到就开始很火大，就把桌子抢回来，那个 wei kheen 还要跟我抢！！！把我的怒增加到 30%。。。我很火大的抢咯！！！真的很火大！！！男人现在真的很懒又很笨！！！
过后，那个笨蛋 tzi sheng, 也是很大方在我眼前把我抢给慧仪的桌子做交换！！！哇，那时我人心在气，但是我因为喉咙有点不舒服，就虽说很气了，但还是好好的跟他说，但他人实在太笨了，听不明白，我只好用力把桌子退回来，很生气的说 "总止，不能换！！！"。。。我心里真的很后悔没有骂他！！！ 真的很没礼貌的人！！！
华语节老师有点生气。。。，我也真的很生气，因为他们的不听话造成我们要上课的人没能好好的上课，我班的人真的很自私，自己不要上课，请不要害到别人不能好好的上课，也别害到别人像你们那么的愚蠢，ok!?

如果他们的知识是超越老师，他们讲话和顶嘴我都 ok...但是他们不是喔！！！反倒是很笨，知识又不好的学生喔，也是拿很多9G 回家的人tim！！！老师说别在上课时吃 chewing gum, 那个死人头竟然说避免睡觉作为理由。。。过后老师叫他去丢掉 chewing gum 进垃圾筒，他竟然有脸说他平时都是把这些 paste 在桌椅！！！他们真的很不知道这种事很丢脸吗？当给于有 standard 的人看到，人家摇头把这种人定为"没有家教的人！"也可以成为我们诗会的垃圾！！！他们以为自己的动作很 cool, 但其实，他们不知道，自己的动作几难看，几够恶心！！！
我真的很想站起来骂他们如果不要上课请你离开课室，不要害到别人！！！老师，有很多都会给与学生们机会，但我觉得很不对，应该对我们严格，当学生们知道你不是得一个讲字，是有积极的行动时，他们会比较注意吧！！如果再继续疼他们，老师，是否他们会变得跟大胆呢，更不会改变吗？
我今天真的好累。。。一回到家（1.45pm）我就躺在客厅的 sofa 躺着睡着了，睡到 3pm，我有点饿，就去包饭，过后煎一粒蛋和把涂上 cheese 的 bacon 煎到 crispy 拿来跟饭吃 ^^

Now, its already pass midnight!!! and It's 1am already!!!...gotta get my rest now! Tata!

A New Year, A New Me XD

2010-01-07T04:59:00.000-08:00

It's been a week since the school reopens,
I am getting along in school quite well XD
I feel very refreshing everyday I enter the School...
Feeling How Wonderful It is to be Able To zzstudy Again,
I picture myself entering the school gate, bringing a peaceful breeze with leaves going through me..lolx...
I am bringing a new me to school... XD
I truly changed alot from what I used 2 be...
In the holidays I have in total up lost 10kgs...woohoo...one fabulous results...!!!
It's not really tough...i cutten the portion of my food,
and because of the daily work, i stand almost 14 hours...==" (damn tired)
so less sitting, my butt eventually stop widening...lolx..., adding my dad couching me..., i become fully vegetarian for 1 month..no meat T.T..., this one tough...when i smell those delicious cooking going through my nose...my mouth waters like waterfall...so no meat...T.T...so in 1 month i have succesfully slim down a lot!!!...XD...
But i feel kinda fragile, coz my energy lvl was decreased by the food i consume and adding to how much energy i used @ working..so T.T..in the holidays i feel very tired...T.T"
On the 1st day of school,
I was happy and excited..
as i feel very confident,
i no longer wear loose uniforms and choosed to wear uniforms that ngam ngam my current body, so my waist could be seen XD...i choosed school bags that are trendy and girlish, and my purse...my...damn womanish..lolx..., and my pencilbox is very kawaii XD
It seems my changed has shocked my frens...lolx...some doesn't express it out, some congratulate me, some doesn't even want to acknowledge i have slim down, thay state there is no difference ==", maybe they envied me..lolx...XD
I am going to go on slimming down, i hope to have a slim body by this year..where before i graduate my beauty can be brought out XD
Now my dad isn't beside me...i am no longer veggie...but one thing i am proud of myself, i can already control myself from being greedy in consuming more food, i now eat in slow mode, enjoying every taste as i bite...making they all biten before going down my throat and into the stomach before the pu pu made, lolx...If i accidentally swallowed the food i will be very angry, coz the reason to bite it all the way is to easier the digestion and among the ways to slim down...^^
I juz gotten my bath and i ask my sister to help me see my weight..woala i have gotten down by half kg and its nearing 69...Yippee...XD
For this year, i will make big improvements and aiming greatly,
1.slimming to become like a chili
2.Have A TOP SPM Results
3.In My Comming Exams Results Will Have to Advance Highly
4.Perfect In Homeworks and muh more...
I hope to be "someone" to be known before leaving this school...
So...with this aim and wills, i have choosen to sit at the first row. I did ask Tai Ling, does she wants to sit with me? (Hui Yee wants to sit with me)..but Tai Ling juz shake her head and giving me "I dunno" body language...(she and sow wei choosen the sit 2 rows ahead of fishy...)...so i was quite angry about the response, but i thank her for not insisting to sit with me ^o^, as she is very talkative and i dun think that sitting with her wud give me big benefits..., so i choose back hui yee, and i chooses the same row with fishy as the whiteboard is very clear, last time i wud have been afraid to sit there as "she" is there, but for me now she is a junk i need to throw away..as it wud affect my ticket to overseas for further studies XD
So junk shud be throw into where? Rubbish Bin, Of coz!!! XD
My..yawn...i am sleepy...i need to sleep already as i need to wake t 445am, i will continue this tomorroe...and i will be giving u a few views of my House, abit Italianatic look, and my room...IT"s FANTASTIC !!! XD

我最近的心灵声音。。。

2009-11-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

我渐渐感觉。。
随着每一天的心灵地图走着的我，
感到身体与心灵，
所累积的疲累。。
我真的好累，
我的心好乱，感受到它好紧绷，
好难受。。
我好想哭，真的好想哭，
但是因认为哭是一种脆弱的表现与自尊高的我。。
我不会让自己哭。。
友情越久，
越让对方更接近自己的心灵，
我越害怕越担心，
担心自己在相处的时候是否在动作与表达做错什么
害怕被对方觉得我人很烦，害怕被抛弃。。
我正个人扑满负面的想法，
心灵充满的是恐惧与增扎。。
我好累。。
我能怎样才如何让我生命的旅途从黑暗里找出一片平静的世界，
一种拥有平静的蓝天与大自然的世界。。？
一天又一天，拥有一位爱人与一位真心朋友的渴望越来越大，
渴望他们能接纳与接受我这种人，
会让我感到在一起时，
是很舒服的，
不需带着假面具相处，
没有比较的内容，
我不需每刻带着害怕与担的心情相处，
不会害怕我哭，
反而会开大双手给与我在安全的怀抱里哭出我已收场许久的悲伤。。
何时。。？

2009-09-23T19:34:00.000-07:00

This are my buddies, we kinda get along very well eventhough its juz a small periods of 2 years we are together in the same class.
In this gang of ours theres, kim sun (always play the leader role, jeez he's one hard person to understand...) and his small armies: "Wai Bin" you can say he's ks secretary, "Hong Yeh" (whisper: he boy or a gal a?), "Jun Xiong" he not with us already as he has transferred to a better school, but we still will arrange to meet him time to time, he's kinda cool ^^, "Wei Jian" d intelligent among us, "Jing Yu", erm...the craziest among us, "Yong Sheng" d intelligent also, very quiet person, " Chun Yao " one who cares very much about how his hair looks ^^ always ask me is it looking nice? is it messy? if its messy he sure ask me to make his hair lol, his appearance can be describe as cute ^^, "guo pin" he's a mixture of cool and cute, erm i dunno bout him, he change gang i think... so i dunno if he still takes us as his gang?, "zhen an"...swt...he is a mixture of depression, sadness? we are really good friends, for he really trusts me in his problems...he finds me to talk bout it time to time...(almost every weekend!?)...we fought too...and he has a gf!!! swt... i wonder when i can get 1 bf? "Wei Young" he is a "snake mouth" mixture of "friendly"...and lastly me, "wenyi" with the nick they gave "octopus miang"...swt i am a mixture of "adiction to xxx" and "d only gal in the group"...its cool for me and i am really proud to be one and only gal in the gang...for its kinda special to me ^^ really special...for they include me in evrything, including playing in the field, outtings, and many things, i think its because i am bit boyish, i dun really know fesyen all those stuff, and i wasn't really into gossips..so i couldn't get in to other gangs that was available, there is :"beauty gang", "gossip gang" "girly gang" ...swt...i did try to get in..but i was kick out so...finally i found one that suits me, and eventhough we are all seperate but we held reunions and outting time time...so its really fun, but i did change in this year, as i met some gals and get along by listening to them and chatting...but i really wan a " study gang ", hope to find 1 soon, coz i really wan 1 study group! ^^
So, i really hope that my friendships with others can be really good in everyways! Gambateh!!! I hope i can have a happy school life before my graduation nxt year ^^!!! Gambateh!!!

A Side Of My Beauty!?

2009-09-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

Lol...i think you can say this is a "side" of my beauty...If you look at my whole person in a pic you won't think i am what i am in this pic...you wud throw ur head behind and say "OMG, Is this her? I thought she wud look more beautiful and skinner ^^ lol..." ^^ So don't get cheated by this pic ^^
For me...it was a really long time before i realize that i want to be beautiful instead of an ugly me, it takes a real long time before i realize it...by the time i realize i was already a 80kg beauty ^^ haha... but it was never to late !!! haha, i am juz 17 so i can gambateh become leng lui... ^^ haha...muz really gambateh...swt...push away foods, more exercise... ...gambateh...
i once told someone i will let them see me become another amber chia...lol...^^
Long ago i wud have said i wanna break d record and bcome sumo ^^....
but now...beauty is important...you can have boys falling for you, date a nice fella, have a nice carreer, ppl dun look down on you, and hey you become more active, and healthy !!! That's what i wan, a life of healthiness to savour the world have to give until i say sayonara to my body and left for d heavens... lol ^^ So every fat beautys in the world let us all hold hands and become a beauty like amber chia ... ^^ lol...GAMBATEH, AND REMEMBER, THERE IS NEVER TOO LATE IN OUR DICTIONARY!!! NEVER!!!

2009-09-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

这首歌说明了女生对一位男生暗恋了六年，他们是很要好的朋友，女生在这六年没表达过她所藏的感情。。。暗恋了那么多年，有一天，男方却说要离开追求梦想，但不舍得离开，因为男生暗恋了一位女生好久了，但那位女生却不是他。。。
在这首歌里头我真的觉得暗恋一个人真的很累。。。很辛苦，很累。。。虽说不是暗恋了六年，但看回头已经四年了。。。楚楚真的很不明白为何自己从那么的一天开始逃避他，只是因为他做了那么的小小的动作，让我有种莫名奇妙的感觉，只应为他那么小小的动作，我就不知不觉每次想逃避他，真的很害怕。。。楚楚真的不知道为何。。。但时间过了一段时间慢慢了解这是一种感觉。。。我真的很累，逃避到好累，我真的很不想再继续逃避了。。。我真的很辛苦很累。。。但是，这是我自己所搞成这样，本来好好的，本来我们是能沟通的，是朋友，但因为我开始的逃避变成我们不是朋友，连正常的沟通也成了一种问题。。。我真的不知道如何。。。真的很。。。累。。。今年很幸运能同班，认为我能尝试再次和他从新做个朋友，每一天都想去学校，想说明天会有机会跟他相处，但楚楚所认为这幸运老天爷的安排在那么的几个星期变成一种悲伤。。。我真的没想到。。。他既然有了女朋友，他的女朋友真的很可爱。。。我的心真的很痛。。。但坚强的我从很久以前下定决心不会为这种事流泪，因为对我来说是一种脆弱的表现。。。我真的很辛苦很累，每天都很想见到他，每天都想偷偷往一往他，想在他眼前表现的比较正常一点，。。。慢慢我觉得自己很白痴。。。这几年我真的象个白痴一样。。。我慢慢想要讨厌他，我并不是讨厌他而是讨厌自己变得那么的白痴，因为我不能面对是我自己造成自己变得那么的白痴。。。看到他和女朋友在一起真的让我真的很痛。。。但慢慢我把自己的感情压住在内心里把它送去一个很暗的地方，我把我对他的感觉麻痹掉。。。因为我实在忍受不住这种一撕一撕的痛，又辛苦又累的感觉。。我变得不想上课，有的不用去上课，就不去上课，有的逃课就逃，（但不是很多时候啦，我可是个很乖的女生叻！），因为我真的不想要待在可以遇到他的地方。。。我真的真的很累了。。。

STUPID FOOLS WHO DUNNO HOW TO RESPECT OTHERS POLICY!!!

2009-08-20T02:46:00.000-07:00

I hate them…gosh…GOD DAMN IT!!!
How can they…!?
Are they deaf…!?
Are they stubborn…!?
For so many times…so many times…I reminded them…giving chances…again and again…y…!?
I TRUSTED them…trusted them that they will not touch or rummage my things WITHOUT MY PERMISSION…I trusted them!!! But they BETRAYED my trust…
I will never ever trust them again…no second chance…NO!!!
You Bitches are really BITCHESS!!!
NO BRAINS!!! DEAF PERSON!!! CAN’T EVEN PUT SOMETHING SIMPLE INTO YOUR STUPID TAUFU HEADS!!!
YOU get A’s all over your paper but wat god damn A’s you BITCHES can get from me!!!
BITCH!!! @#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(%^&*(
You noe wat is my feeling now…full of hatred…HATREDS!!! I wanna BEAT UP someone!!!! I WANNA HIT THINGS!!!...DAMN!!! This feelings... is so DAMN UNBEARABLE!!!... There even a SORRY when I found out the TRUTH…juz SMILE!!! I understand…That is what we always so call BITHES, RIGHT!?

A Movie Of My Imagination, A Song Of My Dreams

2009-08-14T21:24:00.000-07:00

This Movie title is called Hana Yori Dango. Its a Japanese version of Taiwan Meteor Garden. Its one lively movie you won't want to miss. You can also say it's a version of "Cinderella", but the Cinderella and the Prince Charming have to go through so many misunderstandings, so many conflicts, so many love love before they " really " get to be together...^^" When I was watching...i always says finally and end, huh? some more!? I faint right away...my spirit when away from my body...haha... For me my favourite guy among the Four Flower will me Domyouji ^^...He has one cute character < kawaii > and he's so cool...i like how he walks, how he wear, for be he's the most handsome person among the Four Flower...^^ hope i get to meet him one day...haha...it wouldn't hurt to get a one day deto from him ^^ haha...

For the song...haha...i wanna master it as soon as possible, as once i get to sing this song < I get those electric feelings once i hear this song > I can become a singer < whistle > ^0^

Pls...Pls...I can't bear it anymore...

2009-05-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

I need some rest baby...i need some hug baby...i am so damn tired...pls...pls...

I am desperate...

I want time for me:

to be alone

to do what I want to do,

to be in a peaceful state without worries without anything to disturb me,

Baby, give me a hug baby,

give me ur shoulder to lean on baby,

I need ur warmth baby,

I need u...

2009-05-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

These are my buddiess ^^...

There's some more...

but current life is so hectic...

and we were all split up...

so...causes us a rare meeting time to time...

I thank them for I have created happy memories with them...

I thank them for accepting me ad their buddiess, always asking me for tea and outting but i always drew the plane away for having a very protective mum...

Thanks buddiess

Keep In Touch!!!

2009-05-16T02:48:00.000-07:00

~Me~....

~Me~

I am Me~

Me is I~

I Love me~

I Love I~

~Hehe~

Tired...So Damn Tired... I need Some Peace In My Mind

2009-05-16T02:37:00.000-07:00

I Fall In Love With Someone, someone that is under a sweet relationship...unavailable..it is so damn painful, so damn tiring...This Feeling is Killing me, for god damn sake...I can't bear this pain, I can't bear this feeling...My mind is so damn messy, so damn confuse,...I can't think properly...I ...Damn!!!
I am now searching, searching, looking for a relationship...I am so desperate...so desperate...for 1... damn...